I’m sure your have seen the powerful slogan: Fuck Cancer.

Well, I am going to tell you that our profession has the power to not only fuck cancer, but to fuck cardiovascular disease, fuck chronic respiratory diseases and fuck diabetes.

Between them these four diseases are responsible for 60% of deaths worldwide.
In low and middle-income countries they will kill 90% of their victims before the age of 60, and will inflict an added economic burden on those countries surpassing 7 Trillion dollars by 2025.

Go back and read that again and think about it a little.

As nurses we are immersed in the complex technological, physical, professional and ethical responses that are required to manage the impact (and the collateral damage) that they inflict. This is what we do.
But each of us have the capacity to make far more important contributions.

The fact is, these non-communicable diseases (NCD’s) are largely preventable.
And we have strong evidence-based interventions to do this by addressing four key risk factors:

  1. Tobacco use.
  2. Harmful use of alcohol.
  3. Physical inactivity.
  4. Unhealthy diet.

In 2012 the World Health Organisation (WHO) met with other international nursing professional bodies to acknowledge the impact that the 19 million nurses and midwives worldwide can make on NCD’s.

They produced an important document Enhancing nursing and midwifery capacity to contribute to the prevention, treatment and management of noncommunicable diseases, outlining strategies to strengthen nurses and midwives capacity to “help prevent, screen and detect NCD’s and rehabilitate those suffering such diseases”. Go check it.

Importantly, our profession has already make significant impacts in these areas through implementing education and screening programs, driving policy reform and research.

The real power, however, may well rest with each of us at an individual level. With the interactions and teaching moments we share with our patients every day.

We need to think about arming ourselves with the best tools that enable us to provide support, education and encouragement.
We need to think about our own risk factors, so we can model the change we will precept to our patients.
And then,  we need to be pro-active, no, actually we need to do more than that, we need to be aggressive in identifying and engaging the risk factors for NCD’s.

All 19 million of us fucking cancer.

Get hardcore. Commit to using every available opportunity to educate your patients on the risk to their lives (and the impact on their loved ones) of tobacco use, harmful use of alcohol, physical inactivity and an unhealthy diet.

The WHO recommends that risk-reduction interventions should become an essential part of clinical practice at all levels and throughout the patients lifespan.


In part 2 of this post I will tell you how I often fail to use opportunities to address NCD risk factors in my own patients.

I will explore why that is, why it is important that I change my practice and I will throw out a challenge to you.

I just have to tell you this story. I swear it is true.

Last evening I was flying home from a Critical Care and Social Media conference in Sydney.

I had settled into my window seat and was flipping through the flight magazine. It was a smaller prop aircraft and everyone was pretty much seated, the last few stragglers flopping into their seats.
I love flying in these smaller planes as they cruise at a much lower altitude and you can enjoy the scenery passing by below. It was just on dusk so it promised to be a beautiful flight.

And then he boarded.
I heard him first. An apologising fluster of luggage and juggled stationary approaching from the rear.
I shall call him Mr Vicks for reasons that will soon be self evident.
Mr Vicks looked a bit like Jude Law, dressed in a light grey suit. I knew with certainty that he would be sitting next to me.

After a brief standing hello, Mr Vicks proceeded to unpack from the two black leather carry-on bags that he had placed in the isle.
Like a set of Russian Dolls, more bags were extracted and were placed on the seat beside me. Then some headphones. And after a considerable rummaging, an iPhone.

All but one of the smaller bags went up into the overhead luggage bin, followed by the larger bags. Headphones into suit jacket pocket. Jacket off, and hung over seat in front.

A cardboard folder that was struggling to contain a thick pile of what I would later peek to see were job applications spilled onto the seat. Mr Vicks leant over me to scoop them up.
Good grief.
The flight attendant moved in and assisted where possible with an icy smile.

Finally Mr Vicks settles into his seat. We taxi out onto the runway. And wait.

Mr Vicks then lifts the remaining leather bag onto his lap. It looks like a small black toiletries bag with a single zip across the top.
From inside he produces a bottle of decongestant nasal spray, clears his throat and squirts two loads into each nostril. After much wet sniffing and coughing he pulls some tissues from his kit and gives a loud extended bubbly blow.

Mr Vicks then holds his work out like an open book before him and inspects it intently. Very intently.

One Mississippi.
Two Mississippi.
Three Mississippi.
Four Mississippi.
Five Mississippi.
Six Mississippi.

He is way too close. And Six Mississippi’s is way too long to stare into your mozzarella laden hanky. I tried not to look.
But it was like….right…there.
Despite my greatest efforts not to, my eyeballs panned to the left. Screeching in their sockets like fingernails on a chalkboard.

Mr Vicks was tilting the wad gently from side to side. Perhaps trying to get the best effect from the overhead light.

Satisfied that all was as it should be, the tissues were stuffed into one of the aircraft sick bags. My eyes flicked forwards, you know, just to make sure I had my own sick bag.

Next. Out of the bag came a Vicks nasal inhaler.
Two big sniffs up each nostril, followed by some deep guttural hypopharyngeal sniffing.
Out with another tissue.
Aaaaand… blow.
Six Mississipi inspection.
Fingernails in my eye sockets.

Inhaler goes back into the bag.
Out comes another different spray. This time it was saline.
No doubt to soften up any last remaining tenacious tendrils of booger that may have resisted being expunged thus far.
Four sprays either side. Big wet inspiratory snort. Sounded like the last dregs of a chocolate milkshake being sucked up a straw.

Recovers the sick bag of tissues from between us and blows.

His pre-flight airway management complete,  Mr Vicks carefully packs away his kit bag and stows it down between his feet.

Turning to me for the first time as if he has just this moment sat down he beams, “Oh, how rude of me…..My Name is David. David Vicks”

And then Mr Vicks extends his hand to me… for a firm, moist,  six Mississippi shake.

Well this is what I think.

Your patients name might be John or Judy,
it might be Carl or Candy,
it might even be Mrs Smith-Campbell Hewitt III or Mr Vidovich.

But your patients name is not Sweetie,
nor Honey,
or Hon,
and it is especially not Darl.

These names should be reserved for partners and lovers and desert descriptions.
If you cannot remember your patients name then Sir or Ma’am will substitute until you do. Or if you find that too formal, just don’t call them anything.
Remember: the patients name is perhaps the most important word they will hear during their entire hospital stay.

At least that is what I think.
But perhaps I am just showing my age and some narrow-mindedness here.
What say you.
Do you think using such names is unprofessional, demeaning or disrespectful to the person on the other end of your care?
Or is it simply a term of affection and a harmless way to build a therapeutic relationship with your patients?

Please feel fee to vote and comment……..

   


Australian Emergency Departments all use the Australasian Triage Scale (ATS) to triage every patient presenting through its doors.
Triage can be defined as:

A process of assessment of a patient on arrival to the ED to determine the priority for medical care based on the clinical urgency of the patient’s presenting condition. Triage enables allocation of limited resources to obtain the maximum clinical utility for all patients presenting to the emergency department.’
The triage nurse applies an ATS category in response to the question: “This patient should wait for medical assessment and treatment no longer than….
Australasian College for Emergency Medicine. Policy Document: The Australasian Triage Scale

In Australia, the ATS is essentially a tool to sort patients according to clinical urgency, and studies have confirmed it to be reliable in doing so. At least for Category 1 and 2 presentations with some studies suggesting a bit of a drop in reliability for 3, 4 & 51.

Overall, our triage nurses do a pretty good job assigning an accurate score in an environment of high stress and workload. A study by Considine et al. found 61% of triage decisions were “expected triage” with 18% “over-triage” (that is, given a more urgent score) and 21% “under-triage decisions”2

To further improve triage quality and consistency, a national teaching resource has been developed known as the ETEK or Emergency Triage Education Kit. This kit is used in many emergency departments to train up new triage nurses as well as consolidating the knowledge and skills of existing ones.

It might be a good system but is it the RIGHT system?

So. We have a well crafted, effective and specialised tool at our disposal.
My question is this: is it the right tool to best manage the situation before us….right now?

Before you read any further, no, I don’t have an answer for this question. I certainly do not have any alternate solutions.
My thoughts on it all change when I listen to various expert peoples opinions. But after so many years of banging my head against the queue, I am both a little jaded and skeptical when it comes to the ATS.

I would love to hear your own views.

Our emergency departments have never been under greater stressors. Access block, overcrowding, pressure to meet National Emergency Access Targets, increasingly complex presentations from an ageing community.
Its bloody tough in here.

In 2009, the National Partnership Agreement on Hospital and Health Workforce Reform committed all the States and Territories in Australia to a performance benchmark that 80% of ED presentations will be seen within clinically recommended triage times.

A report card recently released by the Australian Medical Association has found that in 2011–12 only 66% of emergency department patients classified as urgent were seen within the recommenced 30 minutes.

Now this is for category 3 patients which is bad enough.
I believe the real canary in the coal mine would be seen if we had accurate and un-fudge-itated data on the national performance of our  category 2 patients during times of peak workloads.
These are time critical emergencies that should be seen within 10 minutes of presentation, some data that I have seen on these times (which to my knowledge is not in the public domain, & therefore I will not print here) is pretty grim.

And, again anecdotally, I have even heard of delays in category 1 (emergent) patients accessing definitive care, simply because there are no available beds to treat them in the unit.

The AMA report sumarised:

Health reform, as defined and constructed by governments, has failed to deliver direct improvements in the capacity of public hospitals to meet the clinical demands and performance targets placed on them.

(You can read the entire report as a pdf here: Public hospital report card 2013: an AMA analysis of Australia’s public hospital system).

When the triage system becomes a meaningless question.

Talking to my colleagues in my own and other hospitals, the feeling is that the waiting times in our emergency departments have now become so long that essentially the 5 tier ATS breaks down into a bit of a farce when the pressure is on.

The triage system in itself is still working fine. But within the context of its efficacy within our current environment of access block and overcrowding, it is simply does not achieve anything other than capturing data to be used later.

The essential question at the core of our triage system becomes meaningless: “This patient should wait for medical assessment and treatment no longer than….”
30 minutes?
Well no. How about 4 hours. Or 5. Or 7.

Basically there is little point sorting according to urgency if there is not an appropriate and timely response to that urgency.

Category 3 patients are waiting so long and build into such large group that they require sub-triaging within this category (we all do it no?). The waiting times may be so long that patients triage categories will change (sometimes several times) before they are seen.

Although officially locked into using the ATS, many emergency departments are now experimenting with other systems such as: ATS 1, 2 and then all other presentations seen in time of arrival3. Or systems based on complexity rather than urgency of the presenting complaint. Or some sort of mixed model.

There are plenty of other initiatives and workarounds that are being implemented at a local level to try to improve patient flow during peek workloads. Hey, way back in 2007 I even suggested my own tweak to the ATS to meet workload demand, a Dynamic Triage System.
Oh……I thought it was cool anyway.

Triage or Bricolage?

Today, triage nurses must triage to a queue, then care for it, and be accountable for it.

Bricolage is a term used to refer to the construction or creation of a work from a diverse range of things that happen to be available, or a work created by such a process.
The term is borrowed from the French word bricolage, from the verb bricoler, the core meaning in French being, “fiddle, tinker” and, by extension, “to make creative and resourceful use of whatever materials are at hand (regardless of their original purpose)”

Perhaps this is a better definition of what our triage nurses are doing.
What say you?

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Reference: http://www.acem.org.au/media/media_releases/2012_-ACEM_Triage_Literature_Review.pdf

  1. Gerdtz MF, Collins M, Chu M, Grant A, Tchernomoroff R, Pollard C, Harris J, Wassertheil J: Optimizing triage consistency in Australian emergency departments: The Emergency Triage Education Kit. Emergency Medicine Australasia 2008, 20(3):250–259 []
  2. Considine J, LeVasseur SA, Villanueva E: The Australasian Triage Scale: Examining emergency department nurses’ performance using computer and paper scenarios. Annals of Emergency Medicine 2004, 44(5):516–523. []
  3. I would be interested in anyone’s thoughts on the medico-legal implications of this for the triage nurses when, for example they triage someone as a ATS 3 and then place them in the queue behind 7 other category 4’s and 5’s, (unless they are covered by local policy). []

The Thunderbox Papers are a set of short pithy one page information sheets.
The idea is that you stick one on your toilet door for one week and commit to learning the information during each visit.

A Thunderbox refers to an old Australian ‘out-house’ or outside toilet. These toilets were often nothing more than a small drafty wooden shed containing a seat over a deep hole in the ground.
Toilet paper consisted of old pages from newspapers or magazines threaded together with string and hung on a hook.

I will post a Thunderbox Paper here every week or so. Stick it in your toilet at work (or home) and use your business time to review or learn.

 

HERE IS THIS WEEKS THUNDERBOX PAPER
Adult Cardio-Resp Arrest Algorithm.

Remember: to work you must commit to posting the thunderbox papers on your toilet door (you could even consider posting on the toilet door at work) and taking a moment to read over each time you………well, you know. Business.

The goal is to commit each paper to your long-term memory before the end of the week. So repetition is essential (as is business regularity).
Even if its is just a single blood value or suchlike, print it and stick it.

Night duty. Personally, I hate, hate, hate, hate it.
But I have the greatest respect for those nurses who either do a lot of it. Or chose to make it their life.

A study to be published in the Journal of Advanced Nursing looks at the experiences of nurses working the night shift at three regional hospitals in Australia.

Data was collected via questionnaires, interviews and diary entries over a six month period in 2010 and was augmented by a series of semi structured interviews.
Of the 14 study participants, 10 were on permanent night duty and all were female.

The results of the study found a very strong cohesive team amongst the night shift. But it also fond evidence of the night shift crew operating somewhat as a silo (or separated unit) from the rest of the shifts. And there were several themes around this:

Staff felt that they had to deal with a poorer working environment that their daytime colleagues, particularly around distribution of workload and staffing.
They also felt that they were required to work with much less resources and “sub-optimal” leader ship support from department managers.
They expressed feelings that the night shift nurses appeared to be considered of lesser value or ‘lower status’ than other shifts.

There was also a sense of disconnectedness from the organization that might stem from the organization not trying to involve night nurses in hospital activities and processes or from the night-shift nurses actively choosing not to become involved. The disinterest in governance issues could be ambivalence or direction of energies to departmental concerns.

Other concerns included access to professional development and educational opportunities.

With respect to the personal impact of working the night shift, participants felt that it had a major impact on their lives. Health, sleep and fatigue were a common theme along with expressions of feeling socially isolated.
Although some participants felt the choice to work night shift afforded them a unique opportunity to have a more flexible lifestyle.

The study also produced a set of recommendations to drive a positive change around the issues raised.

  • Managers review current policy and develop new policy and practices as required.
  • Managers consider how to build on the teamwork, co-operation, and collegiality practised by night staff.
  • Managers consider strategies to improve communication and co-operation related to the night-shift role, responsibilities, and position
  • Managers explore professional development needs of night nurses and develop strategies comparable to non-night-shift nursing staff to meet these needs
  • Managers recognize that while night staff work with minimal supervision, they still need and desire leadership. Managers examine leadership options for night staff.
  • Managers overtly recognize the contribution of night-shift nurses.
  • Replication of this study in different geographical areas and facility settings.

The authors go on to conclude:

It is important that the key areas of interpersonal relationships, effective leadership, work environment, clinical competencies, and recognition of the critical role of night nurses be taken on board by managers to inform decisions that have an impact on night staff. This knowledge will assist ward staff, managers, and clinical educators to improve the work environment and potentially maintain a sustainable and effective workforce in regional hospitals. While management has a key role, non-night-shift co-workers must also rethink their approach towards their night-shift colleagues. Just as managers and non-night-shift nurses have a role in change, so do the night-shift nurses themselves, who must accept responsibility for implementing change through co-operation with management and peers.

Although this study had a relatively limited number of participants and was also limited to a small geographical area and particular type of rural healthcare setting, it provides some thought generating reading of any night shift worker.

If you are a regular night shift worker you might like to read the whole study and reflect on its relevance and similarity to your own experience.

Powell, Idona. “Can You See Me? Experiences of Nurses Working Night Shift in Australian Regional Hospitals: a Qualitative Case Study.” Journal of Advanced Nursing (2013).

The following post in no way represents the opinions, policies or strategies of my employer. Nor does it necessarily represent the opinions or feelings of my colleagues.

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The US is currently experiencing quite a bad influenza season.

Healthcare services and drug supplies are being stretched to the limit in the United States as the authorities warn this year’s flu season is severe.

Official figures indicate that influenza is now “widespread” in 41 states, with high numbers of cases reported in New York, where state governor Andrew Cuomo has declared a public health emergency.

Robert Glatter, an emergency doctor at New York’s Lenox Hill Hospital, said the facility was opening extra work spaces to take care of the influx of patients.

He said medics were almost as worried about the situation as they had been during the swine flu outbreak of H1N1 in 2009.

The severity of this year’s flu is of particular concern, he said, adding many patients are elderly and suffer from severe aches, chills, cough, fevers, dizziness, nausea, vomiting and diarrhoea.
Healthcare Today.

The situation has been compounded with simultaneous spikes in people presenting with pertussis and norovirus, and has placed significant extra demand on hospital wards, and in particular, their emergency departments.

In Australia the influenza season is yet to hit. But looking at the US experience, we should be preparing for a busy one.

I have been working as a nurse in the emergency department for many years now. During the winter season, we see a large increase in demand for hospital in-patient services from our community.

Typically, this quickly overloads our hospital bed capacity. With the hospital full, patients presenting to the emergency department (ED) that require admission have no-where to be sent, and must remain in the ED until a bed becomes available. Sometimes for many days.

This inability to access in-patient beds is known as access block. It leads to a situation known as emergency department overcrowding.

With no-where to place these admitted patients, and a vital need to keep treating new arrivals, inevitably patients are moved into our corridors and other non-clinical areas.

There are now many studies that show these patients, and indeed all patients cared for within this overcrowded environment, are at a significantly increased risk of morbidity and mortality (that is, an increased risk of poorer health outcomes or even death).

An overcrowded, high-stressed emergency department needing to care for its usual workload and the additional workload of patients waiting to access the hospital, quickly becomes demoralised, exhausted and at increased risk of medical errors & accidents.

Perhaps you have visited our department and experienced this situation yourself over the last few years. Perhaps you might experience it during the impending flu season.

We need to prepare for this winter surge in demand for our services now. Once you start reading about overcrowded emergency departments in the newspapers this winter, it is way too late.

The hospital must have a robust and effective strategy for maintaining a flow of patients in and out of our emergency departments so that they can continue to provide quality critical care.

One possible strategy (and there are others) is to move admitted patients up to the corridors outside the ward they are expected to be admitted to. This is by no means a perfect solution, and it is not appropriate in all cases. But what it does do is spread this extra workload evenly throughout the hospital rather then attempting to contain it within the limited space of the ED.

Instead of one area (the ED) having 10–20 admitted patients crowded into their corridors, each ward area can care for an additional 2 or 3 patients. Wards will not like this, but access block is a all-of-hospital problem that requires a shared response.
Patients on their correct specialty ward, with less overcrowding will receive better care, in a safer environment.

I ask you to consider all this and to ensure that our healthcare leaders are developing and implementing strategies such as these now, so that we are ready to meet any demands that the flu-season may bring safely and efficiently.

It is your health system.

 

There is an article published by Journal of Advanced Nursing, titled Mosaic of verbal abuse experienced by nurses in their everyday work that should be read by every nurse that has tolerated  demeaning or verbally abusive behaviour whilst on duty, and also by every member of the public who has had a nurse care for them.

This was an observational study conducted over 1150 hours at inpatient and emergency department wards in a large acute metropolitan teaching hospital on the outskirts of a major Australian city.

It found an everyday, sustained ‘mosaic’ of non-verbal threatening behaviours, verbal insults, threats and physical assaults.
This mosaic was classified into 3 categories:

  • Verbal abuse that was largely sexual.
  • Ridicule and unreasonable demands
  • Hostility, threats and menacing language.

Verbal abuse:

Patients and less commonly their family and friends were observed to make sexualized insults, judgements, threats, or suggestions that targeted nurses through sexualized demeaning language. The sexualized taunts and insults conveyed stereotypical gendered assumptions about nursing and nurses. The sexualized and strongly pejorative language included descriptions of nurses as ‘c*nts’, ‘-’, ‘bitches’, ‘whores’, and ‘sluts’. The insults were made in public spaces in front of others. By labelling their femininity as deviant, these insults explicitly debased the character of a particular nurse by drawing attention to their supposed sexual worth. The following interaction was observed to occur in a busy waiting room; the outburst was triggered when a nurse did not bring ice quickly enough when requested.
Patients Friend (said about the nurses): ‘All these f*cking lazy c*nts, we pay taxes for this! She’s a f*cking whore’ (directed at the individual nurse).

Ridicule:

Demeaning insults included openly questioning whether ‘they (nurses) know how to do their jobs’ and debasing the character and competence of nurses was observed to occur through such accusations as: ‘You’re lying, you’re falsifying’, and ‘You are animals’, ‘You bastards… this is a joke’. Associated with these insults were attacks on services provided with remarks that they were ‘disgraceful’ and swearing and cursing that was directed at the actions of nurses through comments such as ‘bullshit’ and ‘for God’s sake get it right’. Patients and their visitors demanded nurses act more quickly, fetch the doctor ‘I need the bloody doctor’, or bring food when demanded ‘NOW’. Demands that followed gendered and sexualized attacks had an implied overtone of slovenliness: ‘Hurry up, there’s people waiting here, not only me, everybody else. F*cking hurry up’.

Hostility & threats:

By sustaining the hostile dynamic, these behaviours served to provide further opportunities for an escalation or continuation of the violence. Threats of complaint or legal action followed several incidents of verbal abuse and demand. In one incident, a family member complained: ‘Your hospital is going to be all over the media’ while she filmed staff on her camera phone. Threats of harm were observed to be directed occasionally at other treating staff (ambulance officer and doctor), but were most commonly aimed at nurses, either as a group or individually. The threats included several different types of violence: killing, shooting, blowing up, punching, and stabbing with a needle.

I have provided some short excerpts from this article but it is well worth trying to get hold of the entire study which is far more explicit.

It is interesting to note your own reactions when reading these accounts.
I cannot think of many other environments where this would be tolerated (could you imagine walking into a bank and telling the fucking bitch tellers to get your money out before you fucking job them? Yeah…good luck with that), yet often we consider the correct ‘professional’ response is to absorb or let the comments roll off our backs so we can get on with care delivery. Even when there are direct threats being made.

So. I would be interested in anyone who would like to recount their own experiences with verbal abuse whilst on duty.
What did you feel?
How did you respond?
What acute support were you given from your colleagues and from your hospital?

Yuri Shevchouk just hosted our second Hangout over on Nurse+
He speaks to Gypsy Nurse and Rebekah Lee, about Nursing Education.

Gypsy Nurse Discusses how she built up her own site: thegypsynurse.com and how she sees it helping in the domain of nursing education and providing information and support for nurses interested in travel nursing.

There are more Nurse+ hangouts to come, and we hope to build this into a inspirational set of meetings as a wide range of nurses share their experiences.

If you have a topic that you think might make and interesting conversation, or you might be interested in sitting in on a hangout yourself (everyone is welcome and Yuri will make the whole thing an enjoyable experience) you can contact Yuri via email: proskilzz@gmail.com.

If you cannot see the player above, here is a link to the video.

2013 is going to be a big year.

Over the last 12 months or so we have seen a huge growth in medical social media connectivity. The breadth and depth of high quality educational materials (or MEDucation as it is often now referred) available to us now for free is astounding.

And its not just education. Nurses are engaging with each other, sharing ideas and experiences, arguing and joking…and perhaps for the first time on the internet, we are seeing some first glimpses of something, I’m not really sure what to call it…. a deeper interpenetration between the separate worlds of nurses and doctors as we soak in each others experience… perhaps?

I have no doubt there are interesting times ahead.
The whole FOAM (Free Open Access Meducation) concept is growing from its recent nascence into a game changing movement. It is still wide-eyed and a little foal-wobbly right now but it is fast finding its legs. Make no mistake, it has gumption, and it has pedigree.

I think the following year will also see some interesting developments as the general public, patient advocates and regulatory bodies all become more aware of the much more overt nature of medical social media streams, and more astute at accessing (and interacting) with this body of information and conversations.

So what will 2013 mean for impactednurse.com?

Well, I am active on quite a lot of social media streams right now, but this site is my heart and hearth.
In 2013 I will really be working hard deliver lot more ‘stuff’ on this site.
As has always been the case, I have a few boundary issues here.
I struggle to define exactly what it is that impactednurse.com is trying be, and hold it up in comparison to some of the other most excellent websites out there, who seem to know exactly who they are.

But I, on the other hand, have always wobbled around all over the place.
On more than one occasion this site has been called quirky, which really used to make me bristle.
Quirky?….oh no, no, no, no , I put a lot of work into this place….its not quirky dammit!

But guess what. The Q word.

Clearly, when I try to be what I think I should be I just trip over myself.
Did you know that I often (very often) scrap posts because I imagine they are not what others may be interested in….or because I feel they do not meet the standards of other medical sites, or because I fear the judgment of those who I know and respect who might read my thoughts here?
Especially that last one. Yes boundary issues and self confidence issues.

Despite this I have always tried to capture a little of the art and soul of nursing on this site. As with all art (and most souls), the result can sometimes be confronting, other times (surprising even myself at what has just appeared on the page) deeply moving……and sometimes just plain bad. Way wrong bad.
I see this as my strength. Bad bits and all.

So for 2013 my resolution is to write down whatever splashes out as my heart, my head, and my spleen crazy-chase around this tank of skin.
Just write.
Just write.

My other project right now is Nurse+
I would really like this community to grow into a core of regular contributors and I will be working hard to nudge it along, and to convince nurses to regularly visit as a useful alternative to the (oftentimes) froth and bubble of Facebook.

So. 2013 will be a big year methinks, and I will try my damnedest to snag you along for the ride.

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